FEBRUARY LOVE #2

*Shayari*

Khamosh Fiza Thi Saya Bhi Nahi Tha, Is Duniya Mein Unsa Koi Aaya Bhi Nahi Tha, Kis Jurm Mein Cheeni Gai Humse Hamari Hasi, Humne To Kisi Ka Dil Dukhaya Bhi Nahi Tha! Pehli Baarish Ka Nasha Hi Kuchh Alag Hota Hain, Palko Ko Chhute Hi Sidha Dil Pe Asar Hota Hain, Mehka Mehka Saawan Aaj Iss Dil Ko Behka Raha Hain, Gumsum Si Nazro Ko Aaj Ye Pyar Karna Sikha Raha Hain. Raat ko tohfe Me Raat NAHI dete, Mohbbat Ko Tohfe Me Jazbaat Nahi Dete, Dene ko to Hum Tumko Chand Bhi De De Par Chand Ko Tohfe Me Chand Nahi Dete..

FEBRUARY LOVE #1

*FOR SOMEONE WHO WILL BE MISSED THIS VALENTINE...*

My love, life, the true essence of my smile,
The comfort, the joy my eyes can’t hide,
The dreams that you make my eyes see,
the fact that you just let me be,
the times we fight and yell,
and then the cute stupid sorries we tell,
during long conversations for hours,
the cupid smiles at us from the stars.
The time I spend in your arms,
Is truly a bliss,
For all we suffer living apart,
melts away with every kiss,
The promise to be there forever,
knowing that love will leave us never,
beautiful is what you make me feel,
with every moment my heart you steal,
your unconditional love for me
reflects in your eyes,
and I won’t give up on you,
whatever may be the price,
for all these things and many more…
I love you
And I love you a lot!

Words From My Heart...

 

Its been 2 Years now. I've forgotten her. I got over her. Yes, I actually did. There was a time, I loved her like anything. She meant the world to me. I could've done anything for her. Young blood. Mistakes happen. I thought she loved me back the same way I did. I still remember screwing up my Economic paper just because of a small, stupid fight we had the night before. Never knew what was coming in the near future. Never realized, what she could do to me. What she actually did to me. I cried. I got hurt. I burned up from within. Wishing that she would one day realize her mistakes. But that day never came. I got cheated badly. Started getting messages from random boys that your girl does this with me, your girl does that with me. I remember sending her the last text six months back. It read. " And I love a girl like you ? Shame on me. " Well, Today, Things have definitely changed. She's with someone else. And the funny part. She once promised me, " If I break up with you, I'd never be in a relationship with anyone else ever again. " I got cheated, Definitely, not once, not twice, not thrice. But a lot of times. That was the gift I received for loving her. For caring about her. Yes, for being over possessive. But that's okay. I would like to thank her for all this. It is because of her, that I am the person I am today. Completely heartless. I love being one. I DON'T believe in love anymore. I assure you. I would make the worst boyfriend ever. Maybe she's very happy today. Maybe she thinks she's very clever. Maybe the guy loves her more than I used to. But that's all fine. Because she made me who I am today.
Most of my friends will know who I am talking about. Anyway.
I know I've become heartless, my friends know too. I know I don't believe in love.
 Thank you for making me the person I am today. Thank you for making me strong.
May God Bless you for cheating on me so many times. :)

- Me.

Finally All gone

I know what I'm gonna say is kiddish,but I don't care,
I'm done with you,cuz you've never been fair.
Life ain't no fair video game,
And that's what I feel is such a shame.

Whatever it was and however good or bad,
It all made me happy,but I took it wrong,ain't that sad?
And I used to cry a river,
But all I could find was darkness within me,that made me shiver.

I walked away,ready to move on,
Trying each day to accept,that you're gone.
Yes you were,but not from my heart,
And that was really a poor start.

Yet again,after a year of being away
We talked again,had so much to say.
It was like it was before,all fun.
But the fact remained,that feelings were none.

I do admit,it pinched me for a bit,
Yeah,yeah maybe I have been an emotional git.
Fell for your charm, more than two years ago
Was about to again,but I was stong enough to let go.

Because,I don't need you here,
No I don't,even though you know my greatest fear.
Cuz it was over long back,and I've gone too far,
Yes,I'm finally 100% out of your charming radar.

I'm sure of it now,cuz it doesn't make me hurt,
When I talk to you now,I don't feel like dirt.
And perhaps,this is what time had to teach,
Finally,I'm done practicing  what I always preach.

P.S: Image courtesy Google 

Once upon a time, when I fell in love

Once upon a time, when I fell in love

Under the tree when i sat down

the yellow leaves that made my crown,

cheesy breeze just flowing through

reminds me of just you and you!

the grassy green shone on my face

kittens huddling down in a race,

golden rays of the sun did fall

over my head the tree stood tall.

grazing sheep at the picket fence

scenic beauty as intense,

olive branch in the mouth of the dove

once upon a time when fell in love!

the tree was gone, the wind had passed

opened my eyes when i realized,

nice lil' dream engaged my sleep

i've fallen in love, a love so deep.

it's not a story, it's not a song

i know it's love and i'm not wrong,

it's just a lil' feeling i've got

a feeling for years that i've sought.

a feeling so lovely so amazing

la la la la la i want to sing,

olive branch in the mouth of the dove

once upon a time when i fell in love!

You Left Me Broken :(

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, and i can't breath
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is no healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding' on, I'm holding' on, I'm holding' on
Forever holding' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life


I'm hanging' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging' on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK Soon :\

The broken lights on the way left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, forgotten my way to home
I am falling a part, and i can't accept that you can't be mine


P.S: I don't Regret my past, I regret the time i wasted with wrong people..

The Second Semester

Ummm. Where do I start? As I have so much to speak of.
It started on a very sad note. Sections were being shuffled, Life was in a mess, Friends were going away and that was when I thought I have had it all. But then came the SECOND SEMESTER.

From losing old friends to making new buddies, from fighting with parents to learning to adapt, from roaming around alone to mixing in Groups, the second semester had it all for me.


During the initial days, I had a very few friends in my class, but as time passed by, friends became best buddies, who would accompany me to argue with teachers,From eating canteen "chowmein" to going to the Mall, Just To buy gifts , Pooja's fights to that funny moments, From that normal friend to a dear sister in Priyanka, from just a name to becoming friends with Deepika,Neha,Sana , Rajat,and BJ

With Rohan  bhaiya's pangas and supporting us to Ashish Bhaiya's pyaar ke fundas,From crying inside the class to laughing my ass out. And then finding myself in a messed up class to make it even better with the crowd.
and  Priyanka and Pooja saying that "Mai Mar Jaana Chahti hun , Follwed by me saying same thing that i also want to die :P " It was all the best in its class.

We had it all this semester. and this one is dedicated to you guys.
Thank u For making this semester wonderful.

Ye Din khass na hote
agar tum pass na hote
Ye Subah raas na aati
Agar tumhari baato pe mithaas na hoti
Ye College pasand na aata
Agar mujhe tumhara sath na milta
Ye Dosti haqiqat na hoti
agar isme thodi asliyat na hoti

Ye Shaam tanhaiyo si hoti
Agar tum na hote
Ye din suhane na hote
Agar Pooja irritate na hoti.
Motu ka matlab pata na hota
Agar Himanshu se mulakat na hoti.
Movie ka maaza na ata
Agar raat ko 2 baje Deepika Phone karke plan na banati
Mc'Donald  bhi bekar hota
Agar Mohit ka vrat beech main na ata
dil to khoya hota agar
Priyanka ne sath na diya hota
Aur pyaar ke funde samaj na aate agar
Neha ne sikhaye na hote
Gussa kya tha samaj na ata
agar Sana ka prakoop na dikhta
Khudko gawar samajta
agar Bhagwan-Jha thoda pagal na hota :P


Ye Subah raas na aati
Agar tumhari baato pe mithaas na hoti
Ye College pasand na aata
Agar mujhe tumhara sath na milta
Ye Dosti haqiqat na hoti
agar isme thodi asliyat na hoti