Finally All gone

I know what I'm gonna say is kiddish,but I don't care,
I'm done with you,cuz you've never been fair.
Life ain't no fair video game,
And that's what I feel is such a shame.

Whatever it was and however good or bad,
It all made me happy,but I took it wrong,ain't that sad?
And I used to cry a river,
But all I could find was darkness within me,that made me shiver.

I walked away,ready to move on,
Trying each day to accept,that you're gone.
Yes you were,but not from my heart,
And that was really a poor start.

Yet again,after a year of being away
We talked again,had so much to say.
It was like it was before,all fun.
But the fact remained,that feelings were none.

I do admit,it pinched me for a bit,
Yeah,yeah maybe I have been an emotional git.
Fell for your charm, more than two years ago
Was about to again,but I was stong enough to let go.

Because,I don't need you here,
No I don't,even though you know my greatest fear.
Cuz it was over long back,and I've gone too far,
Yes,I'm finally 100% out of your charming radar.

I'm sure of it now,cuz it doesn't make me hurt,
When I talk to you now,I don't feel like dirt.
And perhaps,this is what time had to teach,
Finally,I'm done practicing  what I always preach.

P.S: Image courtesy Google 

Once upon a time, when I fell in love

Once upon a time, when I fell in love

Under the tree when i sat down

the yellow leaves that made my crown,

cheesy breeze just flowing through

reminds me of just you and you!

the grassy green shone on my face

kittens huddling down in a race,

golden rays of the sun did fall

over my head the tree stood tall.

grazing sheep at the picket fence

scenic beauty as intense,

olive branch in the mouth of the dove

once upon a time when fell in love!

the tree was gone, the wind had passed

opened my eyes when i realized,

nice lil' dream engaged my sleep

i've fallen in love, a love so deep.

it's not a story, it's not a song

i know it's love and i'm not wrong,

it's just a lil' feeling i've got

a feeling for years that i've sought.

a feeling so lovely so amazing

la la la la la i want to sing,

olive branch in the mouth of the dove

once upon a time when i fell in love!

You Left Me Broken :(

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, and i can't breath
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is no healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding' on, I'm holding' on, I'm holding' on
Forever holding' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life


I'm hanging' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging' on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK Soon :\

The broken lights on the way left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, forgotten my way to home
I am falling a part, and i can't accept that you can't be mine


P.S: I don't Regret my past, I regret the time i wasted with wrong people..

The Second Semester

Ummm. Where do I start? As I have so much to speak of.
It started on a very sad note. Sections were being shuffled, Life was in a mess, Friends were going away and that was when I thought I have had it all. But then came the SECOND SEMESTER.

From losing old friends to making new buddies, from fighting with parents to learning to adapt, from roaming around alone to mixing in Groups, the second semester had it all for me.


During the initial days, I had a very few friends in my class, but as time passed by, friends became best buddies, who would accompany me to argue with teachers,From eating canteen "chowmein" to going to the Mall, Just To buy gifts , Pooja's fights to that funny moments, From that normal friend to a dear sister in Priyanka, from just a name to becoming friends with Deepika,Neha,Sana , Rajat,and BJ

With Rohan  bhaiya's pangas and supporting us to Ashish Bhaiya's pyaar ke fundas,From crying inside the class to laughing my ass out. And then finding myself in a messed up class to make it even better with the crowd.
and  Priyanka and Pooja saying that "Mai Mar Jaana Chahti hun , Follwed by me saying same thing that i also want to die :P " It was all the best in its class.

We had it all this semester. and this one is dedicated to you guys.
Thank u For making this semester wonderful.

Ye Din khass na hote
agar tum pass na hote
Ye Subah raas na aati
Agar tumhari baato pe mithaas na hoti
Ye College pasand na aata
Agar mujhe tumhara sath na milta
Ye Dosti haqiqat na hoti
agar isme thodi asliyat na hoti

Ye Shaam tanhaiyo si hoti
Agar tum na hote
Ye din suhane na hote
Agar Pooja irritate na hoti.
Motu ka matlab pata na hota
Agar Himanshu se mulakat na hoti.
Movie ka maaza na ata
Agar raat ko 2 baje Deepika Phone karke plan na banati
Mc'Donald  bhi bekar hota
Agar Mohit ka vrat beech main na ata
dil to khoya hota agar
Priyanka ne sath na diya hota
Aur pyaar ke funde samaj na aate agar
Neha ne sikhaye na hote
Gussa kya tha samaj na ata
agar Sana ka prakoop na dikhta
Khudko gawar samajta
agar Bhagwan-Jha thoda pagal na hota :P


Ye Subah raas na aati
Agar tumhari baato pe mithaas na hoti
Ye College pasand na aata
Agar mujhe tumhara sath na milta
Ye Dosti haqiqat na hoti
agar isme thodi asliyat na hoti

Best Friend

Although I have only known you for 6month
It feels like a lifetime I will be here to wipe away your tears
And to fight away all of your fears
You know I will help you when things get tough
I will help you when things get hard and rough
Ive told you my deepest secrets And you have told me yours
Youre my friend in life youre my friend in death
We have a bond so strong proven with every breath
I must say the things I cherish the most
Is the time we get to spend together
Youre my best friend and thats the way it will always be
Your always there for me beginning to end
Thats how I describe you the perfect friend
You have been there for me through thick and thin
And I know you will be till the end
I know you will be here for me because true friends are for eternity
You turned my darkness into light
You made everything all right
When I needed you the most you were there
Even if you didnt really care
Friendship is a strange thing
We find ourselves telling each other
the deepest of our secrets and details of our lives
things that we dont even share with the families that raised us
Of all the friends I have ever met
Youre the one I will never forget
If I die before you do I will go to heaven and wait for you
If you never show I will know u went the other way
Ill give the angels their wings back
And risk the loss of everything just to prove
Our friendship is true I will even go to hell for you
We are two friends, friends forever,
two friends always together
No matter what I will be here till the end
I want you to remember me as your best friend

 Credit: Lavina Malik :-)

Love Is Addiction

Her smile is a fake, her laugh just as well.
She covers her feelings so no one can tell,

But look in her eyes, and there you will see
All the hurt, all the pain, she’s as sad as can be.

Her heart is aching, it’s throbbing with sorrow.
She’s given up on hope; she doesn’t care of tomorrow.

She wants to be alone and left there to sleep.
Her emotions run high; her feelings are deep.

The tears won’t stop no matter how hard she tries.
When no one is looking, she breaks down and cries.

But nobody can know these secrets she keeps inside,
So she bottles them up and shoves them down to hide.

She puts on a façade that everything is okay,
That way no one questions her; it’s easier that way.

She’s great at pretending, cause what they don’t know
Truly she’s weak and can’t seem to let go.

She appears to be happy; that’s what she wants you to think,
But in reality she’s had enough! She’s reached the final brink.

You Belong to me

My heart belongs to tell you about my love for you.
I wish i could I wish I could tell you just how much you have touched me.
Just how much you have taught me.
Just how much you've made me happy.
Just how when you smile at me, it touches my heart in such a way that no one else can ever come close to.
Just how the way you loved me just the way with every breath i love you more and more for some reason just the way i want nothing more than to be able to hold you everyday of my life, and how that alone wouldn't be enough.
But, I can't tell you all these things, the way I truly feel.
Because there aren't enough words in this entire world, that can truly explain just how much I love you. ♥

Love Yourself

                                                
For all the heart broken people...
a lesson..!!
buck up people...
don't spoil ur life..for some one..who don't care....
its my personal experience...
the one who didn't cared about ur love...
will never care for you at all...
no matter u cry or die...
moreover...its ur life..
live it for ur ownself...
no one else is ever gonna be bothered about it,,,
and why should they be?
LOVE URSELF...
Then only...others gonna love you...
the more you gonna cry for others...
the more they are gonna make you cry...
so just stand up...n live ur life...
n u'll see...how beautiful...the life is...
n the people here are soo good....:) :) ♥

Lust Or Love

Q: Lust or Love?


Lust:

1. You touch him/her all up

2. You try and flirt because you're getting high.

3. You get mad when they refuse to do something.

4. You blackmail them

5. You don't trust them

6. You only talk or touch them when no-one's around

7. If someone sees you and him/her together, you'll walk away, saying you had nothing going on

8. you never walk them home

9. you never run a mile just to see them

10. When you break up, you say you love them, but swear at them and get mad everytime you see them.

  
Love:

1. You spend a lot of time with them

2. You sit with them when they're sad

3. You watch a movie with them and don't argue against the choice

4. When they swear at you, you say 'i love you'

5. You think about them before you fall asleep

6. You comfort them, and set them free to do what they want

7. You tell them everyday how much you want to be with them

8. You never force anything upon them

9. You're always kind to them, weather or not they are to you

10. if you break up, you don't argue, you just say you love them and smile- Don't scowl.

 If you were thinking about someone during that, it's up to you to decide if that someone falls into the category of love or lust. If it's lust, walk away.

But if it's love, never let go....♥

MY Love For You Is Undefined :\

                            Look me in the eye, and tell me you have no feelings for me.
                  And I'll leave you alone for good. I still remember how we started talking.
                  You made me talk about things I've never told anybody.. and then you left.

                             

 P.S : When I don't see you, I'm perfectly fine and I can move on.
         But the second I see your face, I'm back to wishing you were mine again.

Behind My Heart

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.
 - From Unknown Author :-) 

Never ignore the person that loves you!

I figured out why there are hearts broken on earth, 

it's because when someone likes someone else, 

the someone else doesn't like someone back. 

And then finally when someone else likes someone, 

someone has turned his back and gone for another someone else! 

So people...there is this sort of "advice" 

look...it's really nice loving someone, 

but NEVER ignore the person that LOVES YOU! 

because you don't get anything by loving someone else, 

but receiving love is one of th greatest things on earth. 

Never ignore or make fun of the person that loves you...

Because you will make yourself not worth loving, and not worth living for.

Dear Girl From Guys

Dear Girl,

1. Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of.
2. Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends.We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them.When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous.You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust.
3. On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room. We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
4. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me.
5. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Smile and say "thank you" Let us pay for you. Don't "feel bad." We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you."
6. Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed.
7. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of make-up you own.We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
8. Don't flirt with guys when we're not around. We'll find out, trust us. We have eyes everywhere and when we find out, we're pissed. Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with you.
9. Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. 
10. Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care.You have girlfriends for that.
11. Whatever happened to the word "handsome"? Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"? I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of. Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity.
12. Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change. Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
13. Someone who will honour your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

To my haters:

                                                    I keep it real and that's a promise.
                                     I may be whatever you wanna call me, but I'm honest.
                                                  When i walk by, you stop and stare.
                                                Well, keep looking 'cause I don't care.
                                 I have my own life and style, not trying to please you or smile.
                                             When it comes to competition, you're out.
                                     So, shut your hating self and keep me out of your mouth...:P:D:P

Life

It’s amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. 

You will pass by them without a word. 

Without a single acknowledging look. 

This person, who once knew you so well, 

who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past, 

is now walking right past you, seeing right through you

Let Go

It doesn’t matter anymore. 

Things happen for a reason. 

Tears eventually fade, and one day everything will be 

exactly how it’s supposed to be. 

Moving on is a process, 

and you have to promise yourself that you’re really ready to let go.

The Proposal

                                                  Kabse kehne ki himmat jutha raha hun
                                                            K tumse mohabat hai kitni.
                                                  Jaane aaj esa kya hua k dil ne kha aaj
                                                                     Keh  hi daalo.
                                                         Jab kitaab k paano ki safedi,
                                                     Tumhare chehre par chamakti hai.
                                              Jab hassi ki ek thandi leher mere kaano tak
                                                         Aati hai waqt tham sa jata hai.
                                         Jane aaj esa kya hua dil ne kaha aaj keh hi daalo
                                                           Kitni Mohabat hai <3

You still in my heart

 

 

Even when you're gone,

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack

You steal away the rain, and just like that

                                  You make me smile like the sun.

You break my heart into a thousand pieces

The worst pain in life is when you see

Your life being spoiled by the one you trust the most.

and...

You cant do anything except standing quiet and asking yourself that

.........is it the gift of trusting someone or

is it what i deserve?

Dear someone whose name I dare not speak,

I decide to let everything buried deep inside my tormented soul

Not because I'm enjoying the pain that you tore

I just want to keep this wound as a remembrance to remind me that I once had you in my life

Love hurts and the price you pay is high.

Did you ever love someone and know they didn't care?

Did you ever feel like crying knowing it would get you no where?

Did you ever look into someone's eyes and say a lil prayer? 

Did you ever look into someone's heart wishing you were there? 

Did you ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go? 

Did you whisper, "God I love you" but never letting them know? 

You cry at night in misery and almost go insane. 

Nothing in this world causes so much pain. 

If I could choose between love and death, 

I think I'd rather die. 

Love hurts and the price you pay is high. 

So I say, "Don't fall in love with wrong one" It'll hurt before its through,